ETP

hohohoi!!! ...hai lama aku x update blog...ari ni aku nk cite pasal ETP.... bg sape2 yg xtaw ape itu ETP, maih aku terangkn....ETP ialah salah satu course yg wajib diambil oleh pelajar 3rd yr utk sume dak2 engineer.... so satu group ade 6 org dr kos lain2.....

x silap aku list grouping ni kuar time cuti.....time nk check tu cuak gak ah.....lps da check tu, aku knl dua org je.....Iman n Anep...yg lain sume aku x knl even kosmate aku lg sorg pun aku x knl...haha....kk...dak group aku : Iman (ME), Anep(CE), FU (PE), VILLA(EE) n THIAN (CE) ...sv kite org lak DR AFZA dr foundation dprtmnt....

cabaran pertama mesti ah nk wat 1st meeting dgn member n SV.... aku kn gelabah n mudah risau.... so dlm hati berkata, ni klau aku x start dulu, mmg payah ah.... so aku ah yg set up dulu 1st meeting.... so secara logik nye, sape yg adekn 1st meeting mmg almost sah2 jd ketua ah.... vote punye vote mmg sume sebulat suara aku lead.....

so cabaran seterusnye pilih tajuk.... SV pun suruh pilih tajuk sndiri.... tp pada aku tajuk sndiri lg better cuz klau lecturer bg, mmg expectation tinggi ah.... so 1st tajuk yg kite propose ialah production of ethanol fuel... lps tu SV kite x brape stuju cuz mostly judges are from EE n MECHI dprtmnt.... so dey x brape nk appreciate chemical project.... so kite pun brainstorm lg skli....

but this time kite wat on9 meeting.... mmg x rmi pun group yg on9 meeting.... even ade je member group aku yg x pernah wat group chat.... then Iman bg satu link ni....pasal scooter.... tp idea kiteorg nk improvise dari segi safety features.... jumpe SV, SV ckp, "ok...very interesting...its up to you...."....

tp masuk dlm week 7, villa, ckp, "nuar x rase ke project ni sng sgt??" aku pun mmg da lama da pikir project ni sng sgt.... so villa suggest nk letak motor.... so aku pun pikir klau nk ubah masih ade mase, tp for sure nk carik motor kecik yg leh gerak kn bende yg berat almost 80KG mmg payah based from my previous xperienced wif cheme car..... tp SV ckp, as long as konsep tu ade tu yg pntg... so kiteorg pun go on je ah...

so mase nk buat tu, pada aku yg plg susah bile nk attach motor dgn gear n rantai.... allignment die mmg btul kaw2.... even dak robocon pun ckp part ni plg complicated...... tp Alhamdulillah, kite org da selesai kn masalah gearing.... tp ade gak masalah seperti expected, motor x dpt support.... time tu mmg aku redha je ah.... mentaliti da set ah, nnt time presentation, mmg kite kne defend kaw2 ah project kite org.... aku mmg x expect pape ah..... kiteorg pun kasi kaler scooter dgn cat yg btul2 timbul...saje nk bg attention...haha....

time presentation, alhamdulillah lancar.... nasib judges baek2 bangat seyh..... tp still aku x expect pape from dis project.... weekend tu aku blk.... time dlm ETS, villa call ckp member die ckp group kite masuk SEDEX...at 1st mmg aku x caye... aku pun bukak ah email kat dlm tren gak.... tgk2 btul.... mmg bersyukur gile ah... tp yg bad news nye kite wat preparation ah... adeh...

da masuk SEDEX tu mmg aku lg ah x expect pape...haha.... tp dpt ah rase gak masuk SEDEX.... best gak terang kn project ni kat org rmi...haha...last2 mmg kite x mng pape pun... tp aku skit pun rase terkilan, cuz ni pun da ckup bgus.... tp aku btul2 puas ati dgn group aku punye performance.... thx korg.... so bile kuar result final.... tgk2 dpt A-.... so Alhamdulillah...thx to Dr Afza gak...hehe... satu pengalaman yg berharga yg x dpt ku lupe kn..

Shocking!!!!

kejadian ni berlaku pada ari rabu lps kowt....time tu aku kat dpn v4 cafe, tgh tunggu etp mate aku, Iman...kite org nk g lab 21, just nk settle2 kn ROCK BIKE.... mcm biasa ah, aku dtg awal....aku duduk kat luar kete....

tibe2 dtg sorg mamat negro ni, n terus salam aku dgn muke senyum....

Negro: Hi...
Buzz: Hi.... (aku pun senyum)
Negro: She love U....
Buzz: Huh??? who is she?? (dlm ati aku bertanye, mcm mane gosip aku leh smpi kat negro???)
Negro: JESUS love U....
Buzz: no3!!!! (aku geleng kepala n tunjuk muke bengis aku)
Negro: U don't believe HER???
Buzz: Nope... no way mate..... ( aku terus masuk kete)

serius aku terkejut...mmg aku terus berselawat ah..... x pernah lg aku kne didakwah...haha.... tp aku pelik, knpe "SHE"..?? knpe x "HE"??? hurm...
tp tu satu pengalaman ah yg terkezut...haha...

NEW CHAPTER.....

ok...aku,ijat,kecik,oje,alan,rafiq---->>>;what is common between us?? (yg lain aku x sure status) I had a feeling that this year is the turning point for some of us..... most of my friends already have one or maybe some of them have more than 1...haha...(lantak ko ah, janji ko bahagia) .... I am happy to see my friends like erfi,farouk,awin,meen,jedah yg da lama kapel.... serius aku harap die org kekal....

some said that kapel ni best....tp ko kne selalu be aware with ur studies....lg satu ade org ni advice aku klau da kapel, yg pntg jgn lupe parent n kawan yg byk da bantu ko.... treat them evenly, malah ko kne layan parent ko lebey sgt2....

but as for me, I'm happy with my life.... rite now, I'm just focus with my study, travelling n creating good memories with my friends and not to forget MUSIC!!!!! (can't wait for COLDPLAY's new album) .....aku nk manfaatkn btul2 last 2 thn kat UTP ni..... byk je kwn2 aku tanye soklan --->>>; "NUAR xnk kapel ke??" + "ko dgn dak tu mcm ne?"...huh...I don't know...if I had a chance then I would go have a try on it....but I'm not sure whether it would be great like one of my fren said to me....he said, " mmg ah best jln2 dgn kawan,lawak dgn kawan, tp bile ade org syg ko lg best kowt" .... I don't know....itu sume soal perasaan.... itu sume sbb sume org try, n ko nk try gak.... but for me, certainly for sure this kapel stuff would get my head really messy.... what the point wasting ur time n money with some1 yg ko x sure n ko masih lg xde foundation utk hidup (duet,keje,uma,kete)???

c'on idup ni ade mase nye....ade masa yg kite sume akn kapel...no need to worry....may be for gurlz, they need to be a bit worried...yeah u know, gurl kne kawen awal, if not x laku ah....but that is just old "THEOREM"...skrg pompuan sume da berkarier n da maju...... rmi je yg kawin lambat...

so...2 je...aku da idea nk tulis ape ah....ni je dlm kepala aku skrg....I'm happy with my life....n rite now tgh focus utk diet n try turun 15 KG within 2 MONTHS....yeah 2 months....knpe x caye?? aku pernah seminggu 5 kg turun.....klau aku x turun sebanyak 15 KG, alamatnye mmg aku termenung je ah tgk kawan2 aku naek ride tu...haha... serius aku x sabo 30 JULY n 19 SEPT ..... n aku pun cube xnk2 carut2 lg n kurg kn marah2 aku ni....mmg ade skit2 tp aku rase aku berubah byk sejak kne sound dgn kawan2 aku....haha....thnks guys...hehe
PEACE....

MY faveret KEK....yup I meant it....

sepanjang aku idup da byk kek aku mkn...dr secret recipe,kek lapis bandung, baskin robbins, aku rase kek batik gak plg mantop!!! aku jatuh cinta dgn kek ni bile time gathering sahur time 2nd yr 1st sem kowt kat v2 cafe....my 1st expression, teruk beno rupa kek ni...skli rase, wow!!! haha... serius melekat kat tekak....haha... nk mintak lebey2 segan...org rmi...hehe..

.....argh (dgn muke frust).....serius skrg aku meragam gile2 nk mkn....the last time aku mkn bile dhiya dak komiti sm wat time appreciation day @ ulu licin.....wow!!! lama 2.....serius lama.... tp x rmi yg leh wat mcm mane aku nk....even mak aku wat pun x jd....haha...jd kek cokelat....aku pun x taw mcm mane lol boleh jd kek cokelat....setahu aku ingredient die milo je...mak aku ingt letak cokelat lg mantop kowt....

tp tidak....yg terbaek aku rase dak2 aku ah yg wat....I like yg sticky...manis... lg sticky lg terbaek...I loike!!! haha...aku da pernah bli kat pasar mlm, kek die byk sgt biskut marie.....dan rapuh......x best.... yg best dak aku jugak yg wat...hehe.... (da terlebey puji ni, ade karang dak2 ni nk g lab esk karang x muat seluar... :P)

nnt aku nk carik bini yg pandai wat kek ni ikut cita rase aku....x dpt wat, x jd kawin.....hahaha!!! yeah, tp aku serius aku....aku akn tanye dulu, pandai wat kek batik ke x.... antara syarat utama aku selain bertudung....haha... (tergelak tulis paragraph ni)

n now, serius aku gian....ingt weekend ni nk suruh mama aku wat n then post...haha!!!! enta la...tp mcm malas....so if anyone nk wat kn pm la aku ye....n aku blanje die ingredient utk satu bekas gak...... serius ni...aku nk blanje....nk bayar upah pun boleh...xkesah brape upah janji nafsu gian aku terbayar....haha... PEACE..... (melilih air liur aku tulis ni... :P)

Chemy JULY 2008

hurm....korg sedar x lg 2 thn je kite bersama??? tp masih lagi aku rasakn hubungan antara kite sebagai rakan sekuliah x begitu intim.....ni blum lg kite pilih mainstream lg...klau time 2 lagi ah susah nk jumpe...klas lain2....

 aku rase byk punca die....tp korg jgn ah marah dgn pendapat aku, dan aku x salah sape2 pun....dan aku rase aku pun byk maen peranan gak....so kite sume kne amek peluang yg masih ade ni...

aku pernah je jwb soklan punca2 knpe kite sume x akrab kat formspring...antara aku rase punca die ialah:
1. rmi sgt courmate kite....
2. Utp jugak silap cuz pecah dua group...
3. wat tutor klas lain2....
4. byk sgt event yg buat kite org sume busy smpikn aku rase korg lg intim dgn member evnt korg ( a bit sensitif, jgn marah ye)
5. byk sgt rahsia n gosip here n there.... dari situ timbul perasaan malu dan disini maksud aku kite kne ah jage adab pergaulan jgn smpi malu x bertempat.... ( ni pun point yg sensitif)... dr segi rahsia, pada aku xyah ah rahsia.... may be yg too personal 2 kne ah rahsia..... tp klau berita baek, nk wat ape kite rahsia?? pada aku klau aku bace post kwn2 aku yg cite pasal bende baek2, aku rase happy sbgi contoh Azfar meche....yeah... I'm really happy for him intern kat french.....jln sane sini cuz 2 yg aku mahu.... tp bende negative mcm mamat ni kne sound dgn pak guard ke, ni sume kenangan.....nnt klau kite jumpe blk, borak2 then terkeluar blk cite 2, kite akn gelak besar pikir kn kenangan silam....c'on...think +ve.... tp smpi jatuh kn air muke org sgt2 2 x payah ah...

6. jgn malu nk tegur kwn, at least pandang n senyum.... tp klau korg tgk muke aku senyum aku mcm bkn senyum....haha...
7. klau wat gathering, klau boleh sume org ringan kn bertanye, "ade pape nk tlg??" .... jgn dtg nk wat kecoh je... at least tanye soklan 2 pun da ckup walaupun da terlebey tgn....
8. no leader n xde kerjesama. bile klau org 2 nk jd leader, xde org nk bg support...mentaliti sume "lantak ko, aku wat hal aku" .....payah ah mcm 2....taw nk complain je...... I want to be leader yg set date n time utk gathering, n even time bile da graduate, aku nk jd org tgh yg set bile nk gather....tp aku rase I don't get the support..... sbgi contoh, bile tanye free ke x?? nk bg jwpn 2 payah gile...take days!!!! mcm da keje lak..hurm....  n bile da taw jwpn bkn nye nk bg taw, ni kite yg tanye lg... ( aku x direct kat sape2, it's just an example n it happened....)


2 je kowt....aku suke chancito....die org rapat cuz may be die org skit je kowt...tp die org RAPAT!!!! kat bwh ni ade gambo2 yg for sure aku simpan wat kenangan...hehe.... tersenyum setiap kali aku tgk gambo2 lama....

PEACE!!!! ingt aku tulis blog bkn nk carik pasal, just want to express my opinion.... :)

UNITED SPIRIT....

so.... ALHAMDULILLAH.....syukur impian tercapai lg.... kali jatuh skit...xpe2....yg pntg DL....last time 3.68...dis time jatuh 0.04....ok ah 2....yg pntg jugak CGPA aku da DL gak....sng nnt nk intern...tp xleh flop mcm 2nd yr 1st.... once ko flop serius susah nk up kn blk pointer....nasib yg 2 just minor warning je.....

tp kali ni nk amek result serius payah....seperti biasa announcement kat UTP WEBSITE xleh pakai.....ckp je kul 2p.m....tp smpi lebey 24 hours delay....hampeh btul....tp dlm byk2 status dak ni, status Khairin, lebey kurg mcm ni, "UTP ni bg taw result kuar ikut waktu mane ni??? ikut waktu ZIMBABWE ke?? haha...aku dgn kecik pecah perut ketawa....

so, aku dgn geng aku plan nk g lps klas RE cuz klas RE hbs awal....lps 2 die hbs dlm setgh jam awal, so rmi x hbs klas lg, so aku expect x rmi ah amek result.....skli smpi, amek ko, rmi gile.....xpe2...aku dgn dak2 tekad nk amek gak.....lebey2 lg bile zaid ckp lab xde...haha...tp situasi kian mencabar pabila pak arab menghembuskn "perfume" dr badan mereka...aku rase depa sume da brape bulan sial x mandi.....sumpah busuk nk mampus....aku rase bau #$%@ aku lg wangi...... lps bg nama, tungu dlm 15mnt, nama kite org pun dipanggil....nama aku plg last....geng aku yg lain da kuar....aku capai slip aku terus kuar....kuar2 carik die org (kertas x tgk lg ni, tgn da menggigil mcm g artik)..... aku tgk die org lepak kat tepi...ijat tanye,"brape wei??" aku ," x tgk lg doe takut!!!! menggigil doe!!! tgk kn utk aku" serius.... ijat tgk kn utk aku...tgn aku da menggigil mcm haram da....ijat mula2 ckp dpt 3.55...lps 2 aku tgk blk 2 cgpa aku ah......hehe....

alhamdulillah sume gembira blk naek kete.....lps 2 aku call papa aku....papa aku ckp, "TERIMA KASIH NAK......AYAH BANGGA DGN ABANG" nada ayah aku mcm nk nangis pun ade....aku pun rase mcm nk nangis tp xyah ah..... kpd mereka yg kurg nasib baek, ni bkn penghujungnye....malah korg lg semangat.... everybody can make changes....prove it....n aku bangga dgn AWIN....yeah she deserved it....she work hard lebih2 lg bile die amek minor....tahniah sekali lg..... n credit must be given to BUDIN as well....aku tgk mamat 2 selalu bg semangat...haha :P

as for me, I am hungry for more....aku nk pupuk semangat UNITED dlm darah aku.....jgn pernah ade rase puas ati atau selesa.....I want this momentum keep on running high....bkn x bersyukur, tp kite kne prove yg kite boleh buat lg bgus....n niat aku utk dpt result ialah nk kasi parent aku happy.... n I think that is the best gift dat I can give to my parent.....

again,TAHNIAH kepada sume....xde yg kalah...sume PEMENANG.... jgn ckp org lain pandai, sume sama, the only different is ur effort.... may be ade ah skit IQ beze....good luck for this sem.... :)

FORMSPRING

ok2....ari ni aku nk cite pasal formspring......pada aku x patut aku condemn blk ape yg korg tanye o nasihat....bile aku pikir2 blk, aku tanye diri sendiri, "ape reason ko wat formspring??" so tujuannye adalah satu medium utk korg komen pasal aku....

korg ingt aku suke ke soklan2 pasal relationship?? xsuke pun...even more stress ade ah..... korg punye soklan selalunye aku pikir satu ari suntuk...am I answering the rite way??? tu soklan yg selalu aku tanye kat diri aku setiap kali aku jwb soklan korg... byk je soklan yg x berkaitan aku delete....

tp ape yg aku nk hilite kat sini ialah I want to thank for those who really concern bout me...those who want me to be a better person...aku rase org ni mesti ikhlas nk tgk aku jd dak baek...klau x xdenye buang mase g profile aku tanye soklan o nasihat utk aku....so thnk again n I try my best...utk peringkat pertama ni aku nk buang perangai marah2 aku n mencarut aku...hehe...ok...aku try...n I'm not promise...like I said in formspring, it's hard to make changes without changes in ur surrounding and it's becuz ur age factor...hehe..klau aku wat perangai lg, "tanye" ah aku lg...hehe...THNKS..... :)